Uno tiene pocos momentos en la vida... especialmente los iluminados...

Cuando tengo momentos de lucides me sorprendo a mi misma de lo que soy capaz de ver...

Es solo que cuesta demasiado aceptar lo que uno comienza a ver cuando la neblina que cubria los ojos se esfuma y la luz del sol comienza a aparecer...

Extraño ver a personas... extraño cosas...
Tengo algo aqui como en la guata, medio en el corazon... entre los pulmones y el diafragma que me dice que las cosas saldran bien y que lo que me pasa es natural... que el verlo ahora de esta forma es normal... pero me lleno de tristeza de solo pensar que las cosas jamas volveran a ser como fueron...

Años... y ahora... tendre que aprender todo de nuevo?

El tema que viene ahora es precioso... y triste a la vez... es como me siento ahora...

Thanks To The Inspiring Storm

Smile again, I'm smiling again
Smile again, I'm smiling again
So so, there's nothing good
A passion with no sense of direction, live
Everyday I'm a fool, and I fall and bring calamities upon myself
But I want to yearn for something
In these emotionless days
An uncertain hope is to believe in love
Someday my trampled faith
Will make my blood boil by meeting me with you

When my mood is shattered
Without hesitation
I turn to anger
In my fragile self, wow wow

Next to me lamenting about being alone
I see a flower bloom from rubble
That sways in my vision
Someone is supporting someone else
And living their own life
The simple truth is
My wounds are healed

Smile again, thank you
Smile again, between sobs
We who were born
Are sometimes strong in a pinch
Smile again, you're here
Smile again, I'm happy
I won't say it, but for the first time
The storm has pierced me deeply

I strongly feel
That I depend on hurtful times
The love of important people
Has bandaged my heart, wow wow
I can't live well
That's pride
You who saved me
Are looking at me with the same eyes
Without losing your composure
Did you notice me unknowingly?
Forgive me, when people are forgiven
They act more natural don't they?

Smile again, thank you
Smiling again, I feel that
However many times I rise
My courage springs
Smile again, I can't be
Smile again, alone
This is serious to the point where I'm bewildered
The storm is like the love that I pray for

Smile again, I'm smiling again
Smile again, I'm smiling again
So so, there's nothing good
A passion with no sense of direction, live
Everyday I'm a fool, and I fall and bring calamities upon myself
But I want to yearn for something
In these emotionless days
An uncertain hope is to believe in love
Someday my trampled faith
Will make my blood boil by meeting me with you

Smile again, thank you
Smile again, between sobs
We who were born
Are sometimes strong in a pinch
Smile again, you're here
Smile again, I'm happy
I won't say it, but for the first time
The storm has pierced me deeply